fuck up
I JUST FUCKED UP THE BEST THING THAT’S EVER HAPPENED TO ME BECAUSE I CANNOT CONTROL MYSELF. (and no i didn’t cheat…i would never do that to James)
I’M SO STUPID SO STUPID SO STUPID.
I can’t talk to him because he asked me not to until tomorrow and it’s seriously killing me.
I’ve been trying to sleep the day away but it’s not working.
I’ve thrown up so much today I don’t have anything else in my stomach.
Not that I did in the first place.
I deserve this agony though.
I deserve it.
i love him so much I AM AN IDIOT.
